Chapter 94

And then there was me Carlie, the human side. I felt all that hurt, pain and embarrassment as well. But I was the one who had to face everyone knowing I was the stupid, rejected girl whose Alpha mate didn't think she was good enough. I had to face Adan every day, being taunted by him and seeing and feeling other girls hanging off him, kissing and touching him and him enjoying every minute of it. Yeah my wolf went through it, but she could choose to hide away, she could shut herself off and deal with it whilst I had to pretend everything was ok. I had to lie to my pack and my family; she didn't have to face any of that. I wouldn't be that girl who fell for a 'sorry' or the 'it was a mistake', 'I didn't know what I wanted, but I do now' and the 'I need you' line when the damage that was caused deserved more than that. I deserved more than that and so did my wolf. "That's not good enough." My voice held all the sadness of my heart. Adan's lips stopped moving against me neck; his hands gently gripped the side of my waist as if holding me to him in one place would make this change.