Chapter 10

I put my phone on the brown nightstand and fall back into the bed. I let out a deep sigh and cover my face with my hands. I don't want to go back and feel the pain. Hell I don't want to meet him again. I guess he has made Gwen Luna of the pack. I don't understand why?! She's just so.... Fake. Footsteps can be heard from the other side of my door and after a while someone knocks carefully on the wooden door. I mumble a quiet 'yes' and the door opens slowly. The smell of vanilla and cinnamon fills the room. It's Alex. I feel how the bed dips down at my right side and I turn my body towards him. I feel his warm hand move over my check and down over my collarbone. Don't get the wrong idea, he's just a good friend. When his hands comes down to my shoulder, he grabs me and brings me in for a bear-hug. I fold my arms around his waist and rest my head against his shoulder. "I know this is hard for you" Alex breaks the silence. "Thank you, but I don't think you understand how this is for me" I say and let out a deep breath. We sit in silence for a while until we break away from each other. I move away from him and pull the covers over me again. "You should begin to pack, we leave in the morning" he says to me before he leaves the room. I really want to meet my family again and Kyle. But I'm what if they don't want to have anything to do with me. I wouldn't know what to do. What if he tries something on me?! I'm so scared of going back home. But I'm willing to do it for the packs sake and Devons. It would look bad if his best warrior and solider bailed on him. I have to do it. All these thoughts made me really sleepy. I move my body under the warm covers and close my eyes. I take deep breaths and soon I drift of into a deep sleep. I'm woken up by the sun shining through the curtains. I groan and roll over to my other side, away from the lights. Soon my alarm clock goes of and I slam my hand down on it. After a while I push the covers of me and toss my legs over the bedside. "Are you done soon? We need to get going" It was Jason. I grab a white bra and put it on. "Yeah, I'm ready in five!" I yell through the door. "Okey, see you in five" He says and walks out of the rrom. His footsteps soon fade away and I continue to put on clothes. I grab a black v-neck, showing some clevage and a grey cardigan over it. I match it up with a pair of skinny black jeans and black converse. I look myself in the mirror one last time, but something is missing. Your Nike cap, Isa says through the mindlink. Right! Thanks, I respond to her and grab my black Nike cap that is laying on the shelf where my bike gear usally is located. I put it on and walk out of the closet. I walk over to my window and pull the curtains apart letting the sunlight into my room. They weather is fine, it's a little sunny but at the same time it's also cloudy. I walk away from the window and over to where my phone is located, beside the bed. I grab it and shove it down my jeans pocket. After that I walk over and grab my bags, making my way downstairs. When I put my bags by the door everybody walk out of the livingroom, starting to get ready and I do the same. I put on my black North Bend jacket and sip it up before I take down my bike helmet from the top shelf. "Can someone take my bags in their car?" I ask everybod because I can't drive my bike with two bags on my back. "I'll do it" I hear someone say and it's Em. I give her a thanking nod and grab my keys walking out of the house with the bags in my hands. I continue to walk down the driveway until I'm standing behind Em's black audi. I open the trunk and throw them in there before I turn around and walk up to my bike. The others walk out of the house with their bags. Devon is the last one and he puts on the alarm and locks the house. Soon all of them has gotten into their cars and they're waiting for me. I'm about to put on my helmet when Devon makes his way towards me. I lower my helmet and wait for him. "You need the location to get there" He says and motions for me to give him the phone. "I don't need the location, I know where were my old pack is" I say and put on the helmet. "O, come on. You can't be mad at me" He says and his smile fades away. "I'm not mad at you, I'm mad at this situation" I respond and get on the bike. "Thanks... Drive carefully" He says and sends me a smile. "I can't promise" I say to him in a playfull voice. Before he walks over to his car he gives me the 'don't do anything stupid' look. I wave to the guys and start my engine. I drive of and everybody follow. ************* We finally reached after 2.5 hours of driving. I hear wolves howling, signaling others that I'm soon arriving. I keep my speed for a while until I see the big pack house. This place has changed a lot. The pack house is much bigger now. It's a three story high mansion with three decorations, like our pack house. There are small cabins around the big mansion with matching colors. I look down at all the cars infront of the house and everybody but me has arrived. I park my bike near Devon's black lamborghini and turn of the engine. I get of the bike and take of my black helmet. Then I take out my cap and put it on. I can hear voices from the backyard so I put down my helmet on the bike and start to walk around the house. I hear Mason's and Tom's laughing voices and some other masculine voice. When I turn around the corner of the house, everybody shift their gaze towards me. An intoxcating smell make it's way up my nose. Pinewood and vanilla. It's him. I continue to walk over to the group of people. I look up for a split second and I meet his eyes. After eight months I meet his green eyes and I can feel how my body wants him. The attraction to him getting stronger by every second. The only thing that feels an attraction to him is my body. My bodys desire after him, wanting it to be claimed by him. My mind on the other hand is completely disgusted by him. I can beraly look him in the eyes without wanting to rip them out. "This is our best fighter Ol-" Devon starts but I cut him of by saying. "O, just call me O" I say and smile as politly as I can.