Chapter 247 Good Girl Or Bad Girl?

ZOLA'S P.O.V I felt utterly restless. My brain wouldn't calm down to give me a break whatsoever. I wanted to pretend like everything around me was all in my head. But the reality of the matter was, it never would be. I wanted the world to swallow me whole. If I could take his place, I would. But was that even possible, taking back my curse? I watched the ceiling fan spin in circles until my eyes couldn't bear to stay open a minute longer. I could feel them rapidly blinking, fighting the urge to do what I needed most; sleep. I just hoped that when I finally fell asleep I would at least get enough rest to do it all over again the next night. I was truthfully only wasting more energy by fighting sleep. I could be doing something more useful than moping around, like, I don't know, maybe some deeper research. Instead, I wasted several days hiding away in my room.