Chapter 243 Angelic Dove

ZOLA'S P.O.V After everything that has been happening lately, I felt utterly lost. But not only that, I also felt major guilt. Elias claims that he doesn't blame me, but I would understand if he did. I mean come on, I quite literally cursed him to death! Talk about a tragic love story. With the million things that were running through my mind, I knew that there would be no way I was getting any rest tonight. So, I shoved the covers off and got out of bed. Immediately, the cold breeze of the night gushed in from the open window. Causing a shiver to run down my body. I quickly slipped my bare feet into the house shoes sitting below my bed. A late night snack was always my go to on restless nights. But I won't be going to the main kitchen for their yummy snacks tonight. No, tonight I had to settle for what we had here. The last thing I wanted was to run into Elias or, worse, his family. I was entirely too embarrassed and ashamed to show them my face. It was my fault that Elias was dying. That fact made it hard for me to look at myself in the mirror. So, I understood if they couldn't bear to see my face. I'm sure they blamed me, because I know I did.