Chapter 121

We are still searching. I'm going crazy. Every second away from the love of my life, every second knowing my mate and pups are in danger. It kills me. I can't sleep. I can't eat. And I know I stink like a bitch. But I don't give a fuck. My mate and unborn pups are out there. Not by my side. Not where I can protect them. But in the hands of Zaliver. The vampire king. And vampires, they are our mutual enemies to begin with. Here and then, I will get unexpected pain. It hurt so bad. And I knew how I was getting them. My mate. My Sophia is being hurt by those filthy blood suckers. My beautiful mate. My little vixen. My little spitfire. I felt my lips curl at the thought of her. God! I miss her so fucking much! I miss her fiery amber eyes. I miss her beautiful smile. I miss her angelic laugh. I miss the times she pranked me. I miss our arguments. I miss her sarcastic comments. I miss her sassy remarks. I miss her sexy ass. I miss her kisses. I can go on and on about things I miss about her. There is no end. I miss everything about her. I don't care if I sound like a pussy. Because I know I'm whipped. I don't care what people says. Years ago, if someone told me I will actually care about my mate, I will fall hopelessly in love, that I would be so whipped and have a pup with my mate. I would probably laugh at their faces. Or maybe... punch them in the face. But today, I have nothing against it. I'm glad I realised how much of a pussy I was to her back then. I still hate myself for being such a jerk. For hurting her. I don't think I can ever forgive myself for it. I know I don't deserve her. But fuck that. I can be selfish too. And I'm never letting her go. Ever. She is mine. And mine alone. I will rip the throat of anyone who even tries to take her from me. And hence, I plan on killing that bastard of a blood sucker. I will kill him slowly and painfully. I will make that Bianca watch him die. And then, I will keep her in the dungeon. Till she dies. She can sorrow and wallow in her pain. In the pain of losing her mate. What a sight that would be. I will kill anyone who comes close to my mate. Brutally. I don't care what others think of me. I heard the sound of a knock on my room door. "come in." I grumbled. The door opened and in came Alessia and Duncan. Yeah, we combined the packs once again. Lupus Tenebris is back. And they are all waiting for their luna. "whoaaah! Art. You look like-" "I look like shit. I know. I don't care." I muttered. "come on! Don't be like that. Go take a shower and come downstairs to eat." Duncan said to me. "I don't want to. Leave me alone." I growled at him. "don't be like that, Art. Sofia won't be happy. Heck! I'm pretty sure if she sees you like that, she will explode like a bomb." Alessia tried to reason. "ART! STAND UP! RIGHT THIS SECOND!" Duncan said sternly using his golden wolf voice. I growled back. Thankfully it doesn't effect me that much since I'm a lycan. Lycan King I mean. "Alexander Joseph Knight! IF YOU DON'T HEAD TO THE BATHROOM RIGHT NOW, I WILL PERSONALLY BATH YOU! I'M NOT KIDDING!" a very furious Viladmir stormed into the room. My eyes widened. "you wouldn't." I said. "Try me, bitch." he growled, stalking towards me. "Dun, turn on the bath for our dear lycan king." Viladmir looked at Duncan. Duncan grinned like a cat and started walking towards the bath room. Are these people serious?! "Alright alright! I'm going! Geez!" I glared at them. I stood up and walked into the bathroom slamming the door shut with a thud. .......................... After taking a bath, I was forced to eat. I ate only 2 slices of pizza. I couldn't eat proper food. I couldn't. Who knows how my mate is right now? Who knows if she has eaten or she is starving right now? After that, they gave me orders to sleep. I came here, laid on the bed for about an hour. I couldn't sleep. So I decided go through the pictures in my phone. Pictures of mw and Sophia together. Pictures of our first date. Dates. Pictures I took secretly without her knowing. I smiled when I saw a picture we took in the carnival. She was giving me the stink eyes. She looked angry. Furious. She had her index finger pointing at me. She looked ready to kill. And if I remember correctly, that was because I stole a spoon of her ice cream. I moved to the next picture. It was of her laughing hysterically holding her stomach. Beside her stood a very flushed Alessia and Duncan. I moved to the next one. It was a video clip of her. It had me too. We were on the roller coaster. And if I remember correctly, it was taken by Esmeralda. "Alexander! I fucking hate you!!" she screamed at the top of her lungs clutching my arm tightly as I laugh.