Chapter 90

I shook my head. This isn't time to think about that. I just sighed and slumped on the bed. "don't worry. He will come around. I promise. Or else he will have yo deal with me." Kassia winked. I rolled my eyes. "come on! Sofia! Don't be like that! Lighten a bit." Esmeralda wrapped her arms around me. I smiled weakly. "Esmi is right, Winnie. Lighten up! Don't stress too much!" Danicia put her arms around me too. Soon enough they were all doing a group hug. "HEY! HEY! HEY! That's unfair! Break away! Break away! We can't hug you! It's unfair!" we were pulled out of it by Kassia's loudness. We pulled away laughing. We spent time talking for about an hour. Suddenly, the door burst open startling all of us. There stood Alexander. At once my nervousness came back. Alexander's eyes landed on me. The girls left saying they would see me later, closing the door beside them. I got up and looked at him. He stood where he is, didn't say anything, just staring at me. It only made even more nervous. "A-Alexander." I gulped. "why?" he asked. "why didn't you tell me? You don't trust me? Sophia, why do you not trust me?" he walked towards me. I opened my mouth to tell him, I do trust him. But he shush me. "why Sophia? I trust you! I trust you with everything. I trusted you to tell me everything. But this. This was all unexpected. Do you regret giving me the second chance?" My eyes widened. "Oh god no! Alexander don't say that! Please. Don't think like that!" I yelled in disbelief. "THEN WHY Sophia?! Why?" he yelled back. I flinched unknowingly. "I WAS SCARED OK! I was scared! I was scared that you would leave me! I was scared that you will think of me as a burden! I bring trouble because of what I am! Duncan won't stop till I'm dead! And that would put your pack in danger! I was scared that you would leave me so that you can protect your pack!" I screamed. Tears were brimming down my face as a sob escaped my mouth. I fell to my knees. "I was scared that you would reject me! I love you! I love you! And if you do that it would kill me!" I sobbed. I looked up to see a stunned Alexander. "I- I didn't know. I thought- I thought you regret giving me the chance." he whispered. "never. I would never regret it, Alexander! It was the best decision I ever made! I could never regret it!" I cried. He came towards me and took me into his arms in one swift motion. "god, baby I'm so sorry for yelling at you. I'm so sorry." he said as I wrapped my arms around his neck, legs around his waist. "say what you said before." he whispered in my ears. "what?" I hiccuped. "say what you said before." he said again. "I could never regret the decision?" "no." he shook his head. "I was scared you would reject me?" I sniffed. "not that one. The one after that." I felt his lips against my temple. I thought for a while. What did I say after that. "I was scared that you would reject me! I love you! I love you! And if you do that it would kill me!"