Chapter 60

I punished him by drinking wolfbane a few times. What a jerk I am. I blamed her for everything. I made her feel shit. I knew she wasn't to be blamed for whatever reason she left her pack, but I did. I did blame her. I broke her. But she still stood up. She still stood high and strong. Unlike me. She is the true meaning of an Alpha. I have seen the love she has for the ones she care. I have seen it. But I blamed her. I can't even forgive myself. But I.. want he now. I want her. I need my mate. I need my Sophia. I will earn my forgiveness. I will work for it. I will make it all up to her. I will make her feel happy. I won't hurt her ever again. I know I don't deserve her. I know she deserves a lot better than me or even the Benjamin bastard. But heck with that! I'm selfish and I want her! I won't let anyone take What's mine. I will earn her forgiveness. I will make it up to her even if she choose to whiplash me or anything. I will give it to her. I will endure all the pain and everything I have to go through to get my beautiful fierce mate. Even if it means giving up my Alpha position. My mate is more important than anything else. I stood up from where I was sitting and walked out of the room. I didn't know where I was going. But it was like my legs knows. Crazy. After sometime I found myself in front of a room door in the west wing. From the heart wrenching cries coming from inside the room, I knew whose room it is. My heart broke at the sound of her cries. I was about to knock on the door and beg for forgiveness when she yelled, "Go away! I don't want to see you!" He voice was croaky from crying. I sighed and sat on the floor leaning against her door. It hurt me. It hurt me so much. I wanted to bring her into my arms and provide her the protection she need. To wipe all the tears. Shush her cries and tell her not to cry. Rock her back and forth in my arms till she lull her self into sleep. I want to kneel before her feet and beg her for forgiveness. I don't care what other people will think of me.