Chapter 54

I tried to not stare at his chest. But damn. He has the body of a Greek God! Oh for the love of god! Those abs! Oh my god! I literally had to force my face away from him. My heart was already beating a million beats per second. "are you hurt?" he came towards me and grabbed my arm. Sparks erupted as his skin made contact with mine. "you are hurt." he pulled me closer to him so that he can inspect the wound. I didn't even look at him as I tried to move away from him. But he held me still. "let me go." i said still not looking at him. "no." he said firmly. "let. Me. Go!" i growled. I refuse to make eye contact with him after he chose Bianca over me. The thought still left a burning pain in my heart making me wince. But he thought I winced because of the bullet wound. "let go!" i struggled against his grip. "why are you so stubborn?!" he growled. "I'm trying to check the wound! Dammit!" "well you should know that I don't want you to check the wound!" i growled back. "you are hurt!" he growled again. "and I wasn't hurt this morning?" i asked sarcastically though tears welled up in my eyes. "I'm-" "no! You chose her this morning! We both were hurt! You didn't even glance at me! I don't want you to check my wound now! I would rather be poisoned by silver than be with you now!" i cried out sobbing. "i don't care! I don't care anymore!" Suddenly I was pressed against a tree by a furious, growling Alexander. I slapped his chest. Again and again non stop as I sobbed. He has managed to brake the walls I built years ago. I hate him! I hate him! He is making me feel vulnerable and weak! Something I hate! "i hate you! I hate you! I hate you! I don't care anymore! You can go and fuck that Bianca bitch! I don't care! I'm tired! I'm tired of being treated like shit! I'm tired of being pushed around!" i started punching his chest this time. Not once looking at his face. And he... He just let me punch him. "it hurt! It hurts! True, that I didn't expect to get a second chance mate! It's true that I rejected you! But I'm hurt! I rejected you because I don't want to get hurt again! But I still keep getting hurt! I'm hurt more than I was before! Everytime you have sex with those bitches it hurt! I feel it! Why? Why? Why me? Why do I have too go through this pain?!"