Chapter 14 I feel ashamed to be a father

Lingjun and Zhengze hurried back to the inn, and Lin'er was burning all over. "What's going on?" Lingjun asked Zigui as he probed Lin'er 's forehead, which was as hot as a stove. "This subordinate deserves to die. He failed to take care of the little emperor grandson well. He is not in the Dragon Palace right now, and the little emperor grandson has a royal body. I don't know who to turn to for treatment?" Zigui cupped his fists to apologize. Lingjun stopped staying and teleported to the entrance of the East China Sea Overpass. After showing the customs clearance document , he returned to the heaven in a hurry and immediately tied up Ge Xianweng, who was still talking to Taiyi Tianzun, and brought him down to earth . "Oh, Lord Yun Zhongjun, please slow down, slow down..." Ge Xianweng was howling all the way and was dragged into Xifu Inn by Lingjun. As soon as he saw Lin'er lying on the bed and Zhengze guarding beside the bed, the bright light of gossip immediately burst out in his vicissitudes of life. Lingjun cupped his fists and saluted, and said: " Old man Ge , this is the direct grandson of the Emperor of the East China Sea. He is suffering from a severe fever. I would like you to help me take a look." Ge Xianweng staggered and almost fell down: "This, this, this ...the royal people..." Lingjun gave him a look that said, "Stop being so verbose and see a doctor quickly, or we'll tear down your Yaoxianlu." Ge Xianweng immediately began to diagnose Lin'er's pulse honestly. "Did the little emperor's grandson have a soul conceived in the soul-retaining pearl before he was born?" After diagnosing the pulse, Ge Xianweng asked with a solemn face. Lingjun and Zhengze both looked at Zigui. Zigui nodded and said: "Yes. For some reason, Your Highness... gave birth to a soul in a soul-retaining bead. Later, the mistress collected the immortal energy of heaven and earth to make a body, and borrowed the belly of a shark to give birth..." "You are really... little emperor and grandson. This is a weakness brought about in the womb. The soul of the fetus is the most fragile. It is ripped out of the mother's belly before it is born and thrown into the soul-retaining bead. The soul and body developed in this way can How good is it? What’s wrong with parents, why are they so cruel?” Ling Jun's heart sank - he knew the Soul Retention Pearl . In the lingering dream, he was still Du Boan in the previous life, holding it up repeatedly, calling and begging on the east coast... For a moment, Lingjun looked at Lin'er with mixed feelings. A love disaster not only caused him to lose his memory, but also killed his son. Zhengzhen's face also turned pale . Now, you must be feeling very sad, right? Although Zhengze doesn't admit it, after getting along with him these days, he has taken good care of Lin'er every bit. If Lin'er is not his biological son, who can believe it? young married woman…… "Yes. The little emperor's grandson's body has been weaker than that of children of the same age since he was a child. I am afraid that he was affected by the evil spirit today, and he is feeling uncomfortable. The emperor's grandson is young, so he may not be able to tell where he feels uncomfortable..." Zigui looked at Lingjun and said cautiously. The more he listened , the more uncomfortable Lingjun felt. It turns out that it was he, the father, who couldn't bear the child. He thought it was Lin'er who was arrogant and didn't even give him the right to cry... Lingjun held Lin'er's hot little hand and felt guilt and heartache like never before. Compared with that mortal Lu Tong, Ling Jun really wasn't even qualified to be a father. Zheng Ze came over to hold Ling Jun's shoulders and said in a deep voice: "Yun Zhongjun, don't blame yourself. Lin'er 's incident is not all your fault. I..." Zheng Ze seemed to want to say something, but he endured it and remained silent after all. He only held his hand tightly on Ling Jun's shoulder and gave him some comfort. "Zhengze, I don't deserve to be a father. It's obviously my calamity, but I let Lin'er suffer..." Ling Jun was heartbroken and choked with sobs. Zhengze's hand on Lingjun's shoulder trembled suddenly. Following Ge Xianweng's instructions, Lingjun and Zhengze stayed by Lin'er 's bed, wiping Lin'er's body with cold water and giving him antipyretic medicine all night long . Another candle on the table was burned out, but Lin'er still showed no signs of improvement. Lingjun stayed at the bedside, looking at Lin'er's little face wrinkled in pain, feeling anxious. "Daddy, daddy, don't leave..." Lin'er was still moaning in his sleep while in a coma, which made Lingjun even more heartbroken. This child, is he biting his mouth open by clenching his teeth so hard? Lingjun stretched out his hand to touch Lin'er 's mouth and comforted softly: " Lin'er , don't be afraid. Your father and father are both here. We are watching over you. We are not going anywhere." After hearing this, Lin'er's wrinkled little face relaxed a little. Zheng Ze sat on the edge of the bed and looked worriedly at Lin'er, who was still unconscious. "Daddy..." Lin'er 's little hands were groping unconsciously, and once they touched Zhengze's fingers that were propped up on the bed, they held on tightly, "Dad, don't deny Lin'er , Lin'er will be very well-behaved. of……" "This kid has a sharp mind." Ling Jun couldn't help but say. Although Zhengze always insists on clearing the relationship in front of Lingjun, Lin'er never refuses when he calls him daddy and pesters him to play. It's like he is acting like his own father, but Lin'er still notices it. Children's hearts are the most transparent. Zheng Ze stared at Lin'er with his handsome eyes, his face hesitant, as if he was struggling in pain. Lingjun has always been curious. Even if he forgot about Zhengze when he ascended to immortality , now that the couple are reunited and Lin'er is so old, after getting along for a few days, he can't be said to have taken the initiative to admit his mistakes and seek reconciliation. Why is Zhengze still so unreliable? No mercy? Lingjun also thought about the possibility that Zhengze was not his mortal lover, but Lin'er was exactly the same as Zhengze , what happened to the creed with the names of "Du Boan and Ji Chengyan" written in the Buddhist nunnery, and the memory in the dragon's teardrops? ? Lingjun was sure that Zhengze was his former wife, but why didn't he admit it? Is there any difficulty? "Why?" Lingjun stared at Zhengze and asked suddenly. "Huh?" Zhengze came back to his senses and looked at Lingjun in confusion . "Why?" Lingjun repeated. This time Zhengze understood Lingjun's question, but fell silent again. Lingjun didn't give up and still stared at him closely. After a long time, Zhengze sighed softly, and deep fatigue stained his eyes: "Yun Zhongjun, no matter how many times you ask me, I will always answer that - I am not." Lingjun's heart was about to collapse - just like that, you refused to forgive him? Suppressing the bitterness in his heart, Lingjun reluctantly raised a smile and said, "It's okay, I'll just let you be." Zhengze opened his eyes wide and looked at Lingjun in surprise , with unexplainable emotions hidden in his cold eyes. Lingjun lowered his head to look at Lin'er , and the two of them were speechless. After taking care of her so carefully until dawn, after sweating several times, Lin'er slowly opened her hazy eyes. "Daddy, I'm thirsty..." Lin'er called in a hoarse voice. Lingjun was overjoyed and was about to get up, but Zhengze had already taken a glass of water first, sat up with Lin'er in his arms, and fed him one bite at a time. Lingjun saw Lin'er gradually becoming more energetic, and his anxious heart was relieved. Ge Xianweng checked Lin'er's pulse again and made sure everything was fine. Then he asked for a room in the inn and fell asleep. Lin'er finished drinking the water, looked at Lingjun with her big red eyes, and said softly: "Dad, I didn't cry this time..." Lingjun felt sad for a moment. "My good son, when you feel uncomfortable, cry if you want. Don't hold it in. Your father and I will never laugh at you..." Lingjun touched Lin'er 's little head and said with a smile, but his eyes were fixed on Lin'er 's face, for fear that his condition would change. ——I was really frightened by Lin'er 's appearance last night. He is such a precious son, what should he do if something happens to him? For a moment, Lingjun could understand the careful protection of Lin'er by his father, the emperor and his mother in the Dragon Palace . I am used to being rough-skinned and thick-skinned, so I am really rough when it comes to raising children. "Yun Zhongjun, you go and rest first. I'll be guarding Lin'er here . Nothing will happen." Zhengze advised, with a little red thread in his cold and handsome eyes. Lingjun shook his head: "Why does a god need to sleep so much? Lin'er is just fine. I can keep him safe for a while longer, so I can feel at ease." Zhengze stopped trying to persuade him and went downstairs to bring a few bowls of rice porridge and a plate of jade-noodle steamed buns: "Eat something, don't hold on." Zheng Ze was bringing a bowl of porridge over to feed Lin'er . Lingjun nodded , put down Lin'er , got up and went to the table to drink porridge. Zigui also sat down to eat porridge. After staying up all night, my body and mind were tense. Now that I relaxed, fatigue suddenly came over me. Lingjun braced himself, picked up the porridge bowl, took a sip, and glanced at Lin'er . Lin'er snuggled into Zhengze's arms and smiled sweetly at Lingjun . Lingjun 's eyes were a little sore, and he quickly lowered his head and drank the porridge—— Fortunately, Zigui is guarding Lin'er , otherwise... Fortunately, it's okay. After finishing the porridge, Lingjun thought for a long time before moving the bench to sit in front of Lin'er and carefully worded: " Lin'er , Daddy has something very important to do now. You are not feeling well right now. Daddy wants you to..." Unexpectedly, Lin'er's eyes suddenly turned red, and she said aggrievedly in Zhengze's arms: "Dad, don't you want Lingjun?" "Why don't we want you anymore? We are just worried..." " Lin'er is in good health and won't cause you any trouble. Dad, please take Lin'er with you ... Lin'er has waited for a thousand years and finally got a father like others. Lin'er doesn't want to have a father anymore. Already..." After a few words, Lin'er 's face was filled with tears. Lingjun's originally typed manuscript could no longer be uttered in front of Lin'er 's tears. "Master Yun Zhong, it doesn't matter if you take Lin'er with you. With the strength of you and me , plus Zi Gui, we can protect Lin'er ." the handkerchief with his slender hands and gently wiped the rice grains from Lin'er 's mouth, raised his eyes and said to Lingjun Lingjun . Lingjun looked at Zhengze's gentle and loving look and couldn't help but be stunned for a moment. "Why are you looking at me like this?" Zhengze raised his eyebrows. Lingjun smiled dirtyly: "Xiao Zhengze, you are quite motherly."