Chapter 48 Horny

He always sends me a tape so I can see what he did to me. I’ve never seen him except on screen. I have to blindfold myself before I go into his room. I know what he looks like from all the videos but he never wants me to see him when he’s doing it to me. He’s dark: good-looking. He films me. I was there two days ago. I took off my blouse in the hallway and he let me in. The first thing he did was touch my breasts. Then he forced me onto the floor, on my knees. I can see myself on the video, looking lost, not knowing where I am in the room. He is over by the window, opening the curtains. A yellow light shines in from a streetlight. He always does that so the neighbours can see. He brings back a length of cord and ties my hands behind my back. I remember at that point hearing him unzip himself, and on the film I can see myself flinch. He tells me to open my mouth. I gagged instantly. I can see myself gagging on the film. He filled my mouth with his cock and started forcing it down my throat, and there was nothing I could do, because my hands were behind my back. I couldn’t breathe but he kept fucking my mouth until he ejaculated and I almost choked on his come. The more it hurts, the more he knows I love him. Sometimes I dream of ripping all his skin off, damaging all his flesh, so that he belongs to me totally.