Chapter 37

"Accept you, Javier Grahams rejection." I said as he just stared at me shocked. I just turned around and began to walk off. I ignored him calling out my name and even trying to pull my arm back, but not before I walked towards Elena, grabbing her by her neck and choke slamming her. "Two years Elena. That's how long im going to make you pay for what you did." I said as I ran outside and shifted into my wolf. It felt good to be on all fours and feeling the dirt on my paws. I let my wolf take over and she felt free, even though she was dying of betrayal and heart break. I ran to one of my spots I'd come too alone when I was feeling down. It was one of my dad's abandoned shed in the middle of the woods. There was an old ute truck that my father had ever since Corey and I were 5 but never bothered to fix. I shifted back to my human form and found one of my dad's dusty construction workers shirts. I put it on and it fell to my knees. Whoa my dad is big! I sat on the floor holding my knees to my chest. I thought about everything, how Javier knew the whole time that Elena was lying yet went through with her plan, how he rejected me, got Maya pregnant, slapped me and lied to me. What kind of mate is he? But worse why was I so unfortunate to get him as a mate? What could I have possibly done wrong to deserve such a sad life? I don't know when I started to cry but I didn't care I just kept crying. For the first time since the 6 months I left I finally cried for Javier. All the tears I thought I'd never let Javier cause escaped and I found it hard to see. I had to wipe my eyes about a thousand times just to get my vision back to normal.