Chapter 6

In the next moment, something snaps, and his kiss turns hungry, like he never wants to stop. I run my hands through his thick hair before trailing them further down so I can grab onto his shoulders. He’s so damn strong, and I love how small and protected he makes me feel. When I feel his hand slip between us, my heart races as I imagine him unbuttoning his pants, but when he presses himself against me again, I realize he was just adjusting himself. Now that big cock of his is pressed firm against my pussy, and I can’t arch my hips up fast enough. Wrapping my arms and legs tighter around him, I grind myself against him, needing to cum like I’ve never needed anything in my life. He gives my bottom lip a soft bite before trailing his mouth down my neck. My whole body sparks to life as he kisses and licks my sensitive skin. He slides one hand down, letting his fingers caress my body all the way down to my waist. When his fingers dance along my bare skin, I moan as pleasure races over me. “I shouldn’t be doing this,” he murmurs against my skin so softly that I almost miss it. “I want you to do this. I want you to do so much more.” As if to prove what I’m saying, I reach down and grab my shirt, tugging it off before he can stop me. “Fuck,” he groans when he sees my bare tits. He lifts up so he can use both his hands. His cock still presses into me, pinning me to the edge of the bed with my legs still wrapped firmly around him. He cups my tits, massaging them in his large hands before giving my nipples a pinch that has me gasping for air. Just when I think I can’t take a second more, he lowers his mouth to one. I watch completely transfixed as he runs his tongue along my hard nipple before wrapping his mouth around me, sucking in as much of me as he can. I run my hands through his hair, keeping him pressed tightly against me, never wanting this to end. Every flick of his tongue, every soft bite, every kiss from his lips sends a shot of pleasure straight to my pussy. By the time he’s kissing a line to my other tit, I’m a whimpering, writhing mess beneath him. All I can think about is how much I want him inside me. “Please, Ethan,” I beg. “I need you. I can’t take it anymore. I need you inside me.” He lets out a pained groan while still tonguing my nipple, and I know there’s a serious moral war going on inside that gorgeous head of his. Bringing his face back to mine, he kisses me again before stopping to look at me. “You have no idea how much I want you.” He cups my face gently, and the sadness in his eyes has me bracing myself for what’s about to come. “But we can’t do this. I’m so sorry, Nora. I should never have let it go this far.” “I don’t think you let it go far enough. I want to be with you, Ethan. Please stop fighting it.” His thumb caresses my cheek, and I instinctively lean in to his touch. “I’m so sorry,” he says, and I want to scream at how damn stubborn he’s being. Refusing to give up, I dig my fingers into his shoulder before sliding my other hand down in between us. “You can be as stubborn as you want to be, but I’ll be damned if I’m going to have you this close to me and not cum.” I pull my skirt up all the way so my bare pussy is exposed. The roughness of his jeans sends a thrill through me, and without waiting for him to respond, I sneak my hand between us and start to rub my clit, moaning at how fucking wet I am. “What are you doing?” If I wasn’t so horny, I would laugh at his shocked expression. “Isn’t it obvious?” I ask, speeding up my hand. “My god, Nora, you have to stop.” “I just want to cum as close to you as you’ll let me get. If I can’t have you inside me, then at least let me have you next to me. Don’t make me do this alone.” His eyes soften as he brings his mouth close to mine. “I’m here,” he whispers against my lips. “I’m right here with you.” I groan when he kisses me hard, bringing one hand down to cup my tit. I’m already so close, but I never want this moment to end, so I slow down my hand in an effort to slow everything down. I swear I feel him smile against my mouth as if he knows exactly what I’m trying to do. He slowly nibbles and sucks on my bottom lip while giving my nipple a not-so-gentle pinch. Kissing a line to my ear, he licks my earlobe. The feel of his warm breath on my wet skin drives me wild, and my fingers speed up. I can’t fight it any longer, and he knows it. “Cum for me, Nora,” he whispers before sucking my earlobe into his mouth, letting his teeth graze along my skin. It only takes me a couple more seconds before I’m screaming his name. He pinches my nipple hard, making pleasure roar through me. His lips trail down my neck as my fingers work my clit until it becomes so sensitive that I have to stop. I’m panting and shaking beneath him when he grabs my hand, bringing my fingers to his mouth. His eyes never leave mine as he wraps his mouth around my two glistening fingers before slowly sucking them clean. The deep groan he lets out is the sexiest thing I’ve ever heard. His tongue dances along my skin and in between my fingers, desperate for any taste of me he can get. With my hand no longer between us, he presses his hard cock back up against my pussy, and this time it’s my turn to groan. He very gently grinds against me, making my entire pussy light up again. I wrap my arms around him, holding him tightly to me. “Thank you.” He kisses me gently before saying, “I should be the one thanking you. Thank you for sharing that with me. I’m more sorry than you’ll ever know that I can’t give you what you want.” “But you want it, too,” I remind him. “That doesn’t make it right.” I sigh and refuse to let this ruin my post-orgasm mood. Instead, I smile, and say, “You can’t fight it forever, Ethan.” He doesn’t say anything because he knows I’m right. When he starts to roll over, I hang on tightly and go with him so I’m lying on top of him. Resting my face in the crook of his neck, I give a happy sigh when he wraps his arms around me. I try not to worry about how long he might hold out.