Chapter 90 Intense And Spicy

(NATHAN) I am lying down in my bed unable to sleep and shut my eyes to allow the impending slumber to take over as I lean against the headboard of the bed staring at the ceiling thinking continuously. I am such a fool to be honest. I don't even know what else to think or do anymore right now at the moment. I'm just totally confused. I can't believe I said what I said few moments ago. Why is it just so freaking hard to stop myself from thinking of doing these silly things to Amelia?