Chapter 91 Strokes

"I've wanted you since that first night. I kept telling myself that Jerry was the gay one. I thought I was just being competitive with him over you. I knew Jerry wanted you, he told me, and kept telling me. So I spent more time around Amber, I guess hoping to prove to myself that I was straight. But it was pretty awful. I had trouble keeping an erection and I worried about what you were doing. I've seen the way Dave looks at you. He gets hard whenever he looks at you." I'd seen him hard, of course, but for some reason I assumed I didn't excite him because he was straight. That seemed pretty dumb of me.