Chapter 4

4. What The Hell Is She Doing To Me? Damon's POV "oh yes please take me. Please take me I beg you." My beast is growling. Her voice is echoing extremely loud in my ears I am slowly losing control of myself. I shake my head and clench my fists tight against the bedspread. What the hell am I doing? This is my fucking enemy we are talking about. I'm supposed to be giving a punch. I'm supposed to be stabbing her straight in the heart and committing the act that should have been done right from the day she was born, but goddess, I can't stop myself. I can't help it. Her voice. It's so smooth and so silk and so soft it is evaporating my senses and making me not think rightly the way I should. I find myself gazing at her magnificent perfectly white silk pale skin. I have already managed to take off her shirt and her bra and looking at those enticing tits of hers is making my wolf scream with all the desire in my body. This cannot be possible. How the hell can she be my mate? I find myself growling as I bury my face in beneath her cleavage watching her arch her back on the bed with pleasure. I know that if she was in her right senses, she would not be doing this. She would kill me. She wouldn't even step a meter closer to me the moment she noticed that I was the one. I know that this is just the effect of the alcohol but I can't stop myself. My entire body is not in control. My mind is not in my control anymore. My wolf is now the one driving the wheels. Let me just allow myself this chance to enjoy what my body is craving. Goddess I can't stop. I don't know how I rip off her skirt completely leaving her completely naked on the bed. "Take me please," she begs. My eyes go wide. Her voice is driving me nuts. I climb onto her immediately and pin her to the bed. I spread her legs and move in between her before connecting myself to her. "Ahhh." She moans as I plunge hard into her. Fuck!!! The sensations I feel make me feel as though I must have ascended to the realm of the creator or perhaps the moon goddess herself. I feel so alive. I have never felt so good in my life this way before. My wolf is screaming with pure joy ecstatically within me. I don't know what is happening right now. It feels as though our souls have suddenly become connected. I can feel it. I can hear her thoughts. I can hear everything that is going on deep within her mind. It feels as though two massive balls have suddenly been fused deep down within us. All her memories begin to flow into mine. She arches her back and moans as she wraps her legs tight around my waist, granting me more access to fuse and connect my body deeper into hers. I grab a fistful of her hair and place my lips against her neck, kissing her intensely as I begin to move slowly against her. The feeling of her walls all around me is so sweet and so captivating. What the hell is my problem? I'm not supposed to be doing this. But goddess, I can't stop. Her moans are driving me so insane right now. We continue to move in that sizzling, hot, erotic dance as I increase my pace,e, pounding harder and harder into her sweet, tight core. "Ahhh. Ahh. Ahhh. Ahhh. Yes, please. Baby... ahhh, Fuck!!" She moans and my length grows harder. Goddess!!!!! I growl, feeling the energy in my body increasing potentially. I can feel my wolf threatening to come out but I manage to keep it at bay. I increase my pace pounding her harder and harder as our groans and shivers reverberate the entire room. And then, after a very long while, it suddenly feels as if an explosion has occurred deep down within us as we cry out loud, our voice echoing loud and clear in the red room before we finally slump weakly against each other. It is then that I realize that I am sweating profusely and she is now panting extremely hard beneath me. She then chuckles weakly and then places her soft warm palm against my face. "You are the sweetest young man I've ever met." She says while still panting hard. "why don't you take off your mask so I can get a better view of your face?" My eyes go wide the moment she says that and I take hold of her hand immediately. I can't allow her to do that. I chuckle and then shake my head. Within a few minutes, her eyes are now shut close as she delves quickly into a very deep sleep and I frown. Is that how drunk she made herself? She just fell asleep like that. I take my time to admire her beautiful pale face as her long lashes fall resting against her rosy cheeks. I look at her, her blonde-colored curly hair falling over her face, and I gulp. She is a masterpiece. I hate to admit that. But it's the truth. Goddess, I have never taken my time to admire her perfection up this close. But as I am looking at her right now, I am certainly seeing her in a different light. I shake my head briskly. What the hell am I doing? She is a freaking half-breed. I slowly pull myself away from her, still finding it unexplainably hard to take away my gaze from her. I look at her for a while as she continues to sleep soundly on the bed. Well, no one must know about this. This is how it is going to be. This has happened and she won't even know that I am the one that she had an encounter with. That is if she will even remember that she had any sort of affair with anyone this night. I immediately put on my clothes, still finding it hard to look away from her bare body on the bed. Her scent is plaguing my memory endlessly, making it hard to leave the room immediately. The moment I am done putting on my clothes, I stand at the foot of the bed and look at her body on the bed. I shut my eyes and sighed. Should I just leave her like this? I think to myself. But I then scoff and turn around. Why the hell do I care? We are still going to get back tomorrow in school and I'm going to resume torturing the living light out of her. It still doesn't mean anything. This is just that time when my wolf is craving sex as it always does. It doesn't mean shit to me. I walk to the door and place my hand against it to walk out. But I don't know why I'm not even twisting the knob. You should get out right now, Damon. What are you waiting for? I think to myself. I don't know how I turn around and look at her body again. Oh, goddess. I think to myself and slap my palm against my forehead. Should I take her home? No. That will be a disaster. I walk up to the bed and take up the blanket, pulling it over her till it has covered her beautiful body up to her shoulders. Then I stay at a place admiring her silk pale face and her beautiful, warm-looking pink lips. Shit. I blink rapidly and look away from her as fast as possible. What the hell is she doing to me? I wonder and storm out of the bedroom as fast as I can, coming back to the craziness in the club. The craziness has already escalated to a much larger amount as everyone is jumping wildly. It appears that the DJ must have played one of those crazy songs that makes people want to start an orgy kind of event. I'm not in the mood to entertain any of this right now. The only thought in my mind is to just go home. But then I think about my friends. I cannot just leave them here. I need to find them.