There is a secret, which was my nine year love for Nicholas Forger. I followed him like a shadow when we were young and eventually became his wife now that we are adults. However, he never showered me with love or mercy. Nothing changed even when I tempted him with divorce and my family's influence. He would never remember the apprehensive and cautious little girl who followed him around. It took my divorce for me to understand that my love for him was just one-sided. The person whom I loved to the moon and back was never him—something that I was wrong from the beginning.